SHE RULES DESIRE, BY FORCE OF FIRE, THIS VIOLENT MIND

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Because Cindy and Sabrina are pains! I've been in like a month long funk, still am but ok, and graphics making has been helping so on Saturday morning I got up and made this. EESH! The skylines were a pain. I knew what I wanted for the pages/layout but could I find a pre-done picture? NO! So I ended up having to hunt down some PS brushes and beat them into submission which took a long time. The windows were a PAIN! But I'm really happy with the result. RoS is in need of a pick me up and will get one shortly.

Mothers, fathers, daughters, sons, friends, lovers, husbands, wives, co-workers, arch nemesis, bosses, shop assistants, cheaters, one night stands, fair weather friends, back stabbing bitches, the guy who gave you his seat on the subway, the girl who smiled at you when you were just having a bad day. Life is made up of people, of unexpected moments, of all the little things which comehow come together to create life as we know it. It's the bad days, the good days, the amazing days, the duvet days and the top of the world days. Life As We Know It is a present day play-by game set in a number of (14!) cities which will hopefully hold a colourful, diverse and eclectic cast of both characters and players where everyone can explore every facet of life. We aim to provide a friendly, cheerful and inspirational place for you, and your friends, to play anything your heart desires. the premise, the rules, the holds, the characters, the application, the players, the friends button. lifeasweknowit / lifeasweoocit / lifeaswewantit

Because I wanna brag omg! look what I made! :D I'm on a massive graphics kick lately, it de-stresses me so I've been doing lots for no reason. I've got something else to show but not quuuuuite yet, but i'm totally overly proud of myself for it. :D

1. Fill out Meme
2. NO EXPLANATION WHY YOU CHOOSE THAT ANSWER IN MEME
3. Only if someone asks you than you can answer
4. Tag five people. Whoever.

If I were a month, I'd be ...October.
If I were a day of the week, I'd be ...Sunday.
If I were a time of day, I'd be ...2:00 am.
If I were a planet, I'd be ...Saturn.
If I were a direction, I'd be ...North.
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be ...a bed.
If I were a liquid, I'd be ...Fruit Shoot.
If I were a gemstone, I'd be ...Amber.
If I were a tree, I'd be ...Oak.
If I were a flower, I'd be ...Sunflower.
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be ...Fresh Snow.
If I were a musical instrument, I'd ...Violin.
If I were a color, I'd be ...Royal Purple.
If I were an emotion, I'd ...Lonely.
If I were a fruit, I'd be ...Peach.
If I were a sound, I'd be ...Rain.
If I were an element, I'd be ...Fire.
If I were a food, I'd be ...Stew.
If I were a place, I'd be ...Home.
If I were a material, I'd be ...Silk.
If I were a taste, I'd taste ...Chocolate.
If I were a scent, I'd be ...Shower fresh skin.
If I were an animal, I'd be ...Wolf.
If I were a body part, I'd be ...Hands.
If I were a facial expression, I'd be ...Smile.
If I were a song, I'd be ...Warmness on the Soul.
If I were a pair of shoes, I'd be ...DG trainers.
If I were a website I'd be ...IJ.
If I were a TV show I'd be ...One Tree Hill.
If I were a author I'd be ... Patricia Briggs.
If I were a painting I'd be ...I don't have one.

1. Tell me one thing you love about me.

2. Tell me two things you love about yourself. No self-deprecation allowed.

3. Look through the comments ~ when you see someone you know, tell them three things you love about them.

4. Do this in your journal so I can tell you what I love about YOU - and if you've already done it, tell me so, so that I can go back and give you some love.

So, I'm foolish and easily swayed. I'm applying for Hestia Jones at departedmods. It's one of those games where there's timetravel and 1997 version of Hestia is going back to 1980. Would anyone like to pick for 1997 version of Hestia? :D I've got some ideas for her/them. Also, a significant other for Hestia Jones of 1980 who doesn't quite survive to 1997. I'm a bitch, I know. But it could be fun, no?

This is my current world view.

I'm ~stealing~ from Dru! Give me characters, pairs, prompts and loveliness and I shall see what I can come up with. I'm in a very narrativey mood so yes. :D ♥♥

Because the hilarity must be spread! OMFG.

Who ate all the donuts? Lee? Lee Apollo! Lee Apollo! Lee Apollo! Lee Apollo! Lee Apollo ate them whole.

( Born of Angels )

When you think of me, which of my characters do you first associate with me? In other words, which of my characters are most memorable to you? If you can pin point a reason, why do you think that is?

Comment below and I will tell you which of your characters that I've played against are my favorites and why I love them. Then repost this in your own journal.

1. My username is mydecember because: it is my favourite Linkin Park song. It's just beautiful. When I saw them in... 2008? Chester and Mike performed it and I teared up. I love it so much.

2. My name is 'steph puts the 'laughter' into 'manslaughter'' because: because I make death lol worthy? IDK, I liked it.

3. My journal is titled 'she rules desire, by force of fire, this violent mind no conversation, just pure deception, pure lust defined because: I liked it? I don't know, it's been that for a long time and it's unlikely to change.

4. My default userpic is Ryan Reynolds because: the man is beautiful and he's my favourite ever and this is my favourite picture of him ever (unless I find the same but him naked) and I just love it SO HARD.

OMFG, I love my people so much right now. ♥

It's one of those...shivershiver omg tag moments!

Happy turkey day to everyone on the other side of the world, which I believe is most of you? ♥♥♥ Have a good day and eat some turkey for me! :D

What do you do when the fun is gone?

I... did not expect to actually complete this, this month. It's a good job my BFF is as inspiring as she is. And I've definitely forgotten to add some tags from RoS/OUAD but the thought of going back and adding kind of horrifies me. I'll keep it up until the 30th and see how much I've got.

EDIT: 22,871 is from 2 PSLs which I've done in about... a week I believe. I'm kind of impressed with myself.

So, this morning I was woken up by my dad being scared and thinking he was having a heart attack basically. I woke up 'Steph, get out of bed, you need to take me to the hospital.' Bit scary as beyond that he wasn't very forthcoming with information because he was having trouble breathing. My mum was down south visiting my aunt and so a few hours away. It turned out not to be a heart attack or anything to do with his heart, luckily. They think it's a stomach ulcer though my dad thinks otherwise. It was still kind of scary. He got saw quickly and had an ECG? and then we had to wait for a while.

It's just so much is piling on at once. Little things which are slowly adding up to big things. Even without this I'm emotionally wobbly right now. I'm just waiting for another thing to be added on. Usually RP is my escape but that isn't helping. In fact I'm dreading it. I look at things I have to tag and nothing is coming. Nothing wants to come. It's more than just this thing with dad or family stuff. It was before this and it's being going on for months. For a long time I've been kind of... numb. I take a lot of things in my stride but the past few months have been emotionally hard for me and really I'm not sure why. It isn't like I've been through much but... I don't even known. It's just been hard.

Hopefully the end of that is here soon though. I have tags I should do but... I just can't face that right now.

Just looking at the f-list pisses me off.