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I... did not expect to actually complete this, this month. It's a good job my BFF is as inspiring as she is. And I've definitely forgotten to add some tags from RoS/OUAD but the thought of going back and adding kind of horrifies me. I'll keep it up until the 30th and see how much I've got.

EDIT: 22,871 is from 2 PSLs which I've done in about... a week I believe. I'm kind of impressed with myself.

So, this morning I was woken up by my dad being scared and thinking he was having a heart attack basically. I woke up 'Steph, get out of bed, you need to take me to the hospital.' Bit scary as beyond that he wasn't very forthcoming with information because he was having trouble breathing. My mum was down south visiting my aunt and so a few hours away. It turned out not to be a heart attack or anything to do with his heart, luckily. They think it's a stomach ulcer though my dad thinks otherwise. It was still kind of scary. He got saw quickly and had an ECG? and then we had to wait for a while.

It's just so much is piling on at once. Little things which are slowly adding up to big things. Even without this I'm emotionally wobbly right now. I'm just waiting for another thing to be added on. Usually RP is my escape but that isn't helping. In fact I'm dreading it. I look at things I have to tag and nothing is coming. Nothing wants to come. It's more than just this thing with dad or family stuff. It was before this and it's being going on for months. For a long time I've been kind of... numb. I take a lot of things in my stride but the past few months have been emotionally hard for me and really I'm not sure why. It isn't like I've been through much but... I don't even known. It's just been hard.

Hopefully the end of that is here soon though. I have tags I should do but... I just can't face that right now.

Just looking at the f-list pisses me off.

hehe.

I think I'm going to try nano this year, again. I don't know. I'm doing rpwrimo thing so.. I don't know. If I did I'd hiatus at most games but RoS, I can't really hiatus there.

I play Graham Montague (dutybound) at wishedmod and he needs a little brother (and a sister but that's by the by) who is going to end up being a Death Eater (whether by choice or because he's forced into that) so we can have family troubles and drama. :D

Also, wished is just cool! Everyone is very friendly and the mods are great so you should join even if you're not bringing in Gray's brother. Though you should bring in Gray's brother because it'll be fun.

( Wanted storylines/characters for OUAD and my at-some-point-to-be applied for characters )

How many songs total: 10,295
How many hours or days of music: 27.4 days.
Most recently played: 45 [Acoustic Version] by Shinedown.
Most played: Battlefield by Jordin Sparks.
Most recently added: I Look to You by Whitney Houston [Album]

SONG TITLE
First song: A-OK by Motion City Sountrack
Last song: *#.. by The Dillinger Escape Plan (seriously, that it's what it's called!)

TIME
Shortest song: Foreword by Linkin Park - 0:00.
Longest song: Four Walls by Staind - 33:08

ALBUM
First album: A71022 bu You Me At Six
Last album: The '59 Sound - The Gaslight Anthem

First song that comes up on Shuffle: Blind by Korn.

SEARCH
Death: 115
Life: 317
Love: 433
Hate: 78
You: 1356
Sex: 16

CHARACTERS
Characters I have playlists for and # of songs: (It's all in one playlist ATM.

Sofia Sanchez
Rachel Summers

This proves I need to sort them out because that's all I can figure out atm. >.>

( cut for random venting about writersblock/rping )

Useful lists: redheads, blondes and brunettes. Very handy!

Pick any of my characters (which needs updating :x) and I will answer the following for them:

1. Does your character believe in true love or soul mates? Love at first sight?
2. Are they or have they ever been in love?
3. What are their general feelings about sex?
4. How do they feel about sex without love?
5. What about sex before marriage?
6. What counts as cheating and is cheating forgivable?
7. Have they or would they ever cheat?
8. Are they a virgin?
9. First partner? Most recent?
10. What sort of experience do they have with sex?
11. Do they have any fetishes or fantasies?
12. How comfortable are they with their body?
13. With their partner's body?
14. Who gave them "The Talk"?
15. Do they have any special skills?
16. Post-sex habits? Weird habits? Anything else?

Soo... rather than beating the shit out of my twitter I shall just update this as things happen!

( SPN season: 5, episode: 2. POSSIBLE SPOILERS )

So...I'm random but I've set up momentlikethis for like... writing prompts, drabbles and bits and peices and my applications. I'm weird, I know but I like the thought of having it all in one place and using this as a more personal one. Which will likely have MEME's and stuff in it too but w/e. :D Feel free to add momentlikethis if you wanna see my development writing etc. It's f-locked.

♥♥

PROMPT: 21 Flavours: Baby
GAME: The Professors Lounge
TITLE: Pitter Patter.
RATINGS/WARNINGS: R. There's some swearing.
CHARACTER(S): Sofia Sanchez.
PAIRING(S): Sofia Sanchez/Lindon Monroe
SUMMARY: Sofia wants a baby with Lin and broaches the subject.
WORD COUNT: 534.

( --- )

I've got like writer's block. It's starting to piss me off because I WANT to write but they're just not coming as easily as usual. :(

PROMPT: 21 Flavours: Baby
GAME: Once Upon a Dream
TITLE: Paper.
RATINGS/WARNINGS: U. None.
CHARACTER(S): Lucy O'Connor.
PAIRING(S): Lucy O'Connor/Jackson O'Connor.
SUMMARY: Lucy realises she wants to try for a baby.
WORD COUNT: 588.

( --- )

If you were Rachel McAdams and then suddenly you were a boy whose face would you have?

Or Katherine Heigl. I'm not 100% who I want to use.

:D

PROMPT: 21 Flavours: CRUSHED (bonus!)
GAME: Life, or something like it.
TITLE: Perfectly Ordinary.
RATINGS/WARNINGS: U.
CHARACTER(S): Cal Harwood.
PAIRING(S): Cal Harwood/Jules Stanek
SUMMARY: Cal proposes.
WORD COUNT: 449.

( That was when the first cup of flour had gone over her head. )